skipped the past 3 days of school, had an early taste of summer and I don’t regret a thing.
Foggy beach, crappy grilled cheeses, and sunburns. Excellent first beach day.
some days are unexpectedly wonderful and exactly what you need. today was one of those.
you hated when we took this picture of only you, and you’re going to hate that I’m posting it. but I love you and you deserve your own picture.
I’m just taking a moment to say that you are my best friend, and a damn good one if I’m going to be honest. it’s been a year and then some and you still adore me, which is such a surprise. you have seen me in every way possible, in every light and there is not one piece of me -my body or my mind- you do not know by heart. when I am sharp and beaten down by life, you are comforting and gentle and with every fingerprint you leave on my skin, you soften me more and more. Everything that I’m feeling, I tell to you and you patiently listen and understand and drown me in advice and support. Sadly, I am no where close to sexy and couldn’t be seductive if I tried but when we are alone, you make me feel irresistible. and lastly, no matter where we are or what we are doing, the look in your eyes (which I could spend the rest of my days trying to describe but would never even sratch the surface) is unlike anything I’ve ever seen before.
so many fragments of you have fused to my being and I willingly carry them with me where ever I go. I’m indescribably proud to be (even the tiniest bit) like you, my love.
feeling worn down, unappreciated, and not getting in return what I’m putting into my friendships.
everything is falling into place and I am very much in love with my life. exciting things are happening and will continue to for the next two weeks and I’m nervous and anxious but so ready and desperate for summer.
I’m happy, happy, happy. my days are good - getting to school late and leaving early, enjoying the last few days with the people I’ve grown so much with and spending every minute with my love and my family.
happy, happy, happy.
MY LADY LOVER IS COMING BACK TO WORK WITH ME
AND THE GREATEST SUMMER ROMANCE OF ALL ROMANCES WILL HAPPEN,
IN A WORK UNIFORM. THIS SUMMER IS GOING TO BE CRAZY.
We’re just cute girls who like the same bizarro crap.
missing my soul twin and polly pocket, less than 3 days until we’re reunited and back to spending our days at target and eating quesadillas.
drove my brother back to school for the last time today. (he took a picture of my boyfriend taking a picture of me taking a picture of them.)
summer is so close.
But since I can never sleep at night, I’m here just tumblring haha.
Today was a really good day, the kind of day where I think to myself “How the hell could I ever be sad when my life is so good? I am so lucky.”
Anyways, Niki is beautiful inside and out.
oh my goodness, this makes me want to cry. Melissa is only the person that has stayed with me through all the years and all the craziness that high school brought into both our lives. Yesterday was a really good day, the kind of day where I found myself staring at Melissa and thinking how unbelievably lucky I am to have her in my life and be in awe by her beauty (which she will never believe that she is without a doubt the most beautiful person I’ve ever known).
I’m sorry I took up most of the bed last night and I’m sorry I gave you a bad look while you ate your chips, but I love you. so so so much. and in an hour and half you’ll be at my house and I cannot wait. you are the best, ever.
Niki’s shoes
